81 days

I think I’m stuck. I diddled around with the agitato motif, just scribbling down anything that came to mind, not stopping to flesh anything out. I didn’t get very far, although there were some possibilities among the bits.

I tried wedging the sweet variation from yesterday into the development, but it’s not really going in there. Now I have to get it out of there. Dang computers.

Perhaps it’s time to focus on the third movement for a while, just get away totally from the Lento and come back to it with fresh ears later. I’m thinking really a month or so.

How weird is our political discourse? The most sensible thing said about the whole Obama/Wright episode was said by Mike Huckabee, who said a couple of sensible things: a) it’s foolish to hold parishioners responsible for what their pastor says; b) preachers don’t always stick to their prepared notes and therefore extemporize things that they later look back on with wild surmise; c) you need to “cut some slack for people who grew up being called names.” Astonishing, no? But sensible.

83 days

Let’s see: since Friday, an administrative staff meeting for the country’s premier gifted summer experience; author signing at the new hotspot in Senoia; dinner for eight; dress rehearsal and performance of Fauré’s Requiem; and today, taking the herb garden back down to the dirt. But no symphony.

I’ve been listening to it, but I haven’t had blocks of time to sit down and do anything with it. And I’ve been in one of those phases where it’s not sounding very good to me. It’s not light and celebratory in any of its sections, and it needs to be. It doesn’t sound organically inevitable in its development, and it needs to. It’s too thick, too heavy, where it should be transparent.

One of my problems is my increasing awareness of how badly Finale is translating the sound. I went back to listen to some of William Blake’s Inn, and it doesn’t sound bad at all. It’s almost as if I need to stop using Finale 2008 and go back to 2006.

I don’t know. I’ll get back to the music tomorrow night.

86 days

The only work I’ve done on the symphony is to listen to it on the way to Valdosta and back. More about that in a minute.

Imagine, because although I took several photos I have no way of getting them off my phone: if your phone can email, send me your phone number, please!, a large, glamorous resort hotel. Tall, white, red-tile roofing, sweeping majestically around a huge courtyard filled with trees and fountains, open at one corner, which is flanked by two imposing towers. It’s a lovely, elegant place.

Now imagine poor, poky Hopper Hall.

Where the courtyard is, is where Hopper Hall used to be.

Welcome to the new Hopper Hall. When I got to Valdosta, I drove by the campus first just to see what was in progress this year. Oak Street parking lot is now half under construction, meeting its destiny as a parking deck. But the shocker was Hopper.

It’s huge. It takes up the entire Hopper Circle footprint, all the way to the sidewalk, all the way to the Palms’ north wing. It fills the air like Hagrid is described as doing.

It is, as I’ve said, quite lovely, and it’s enormous. I’m sure we’ll get used to it, but it made me very sad.

I know most people will say good riddance to nasty old Hopper, but there is something about losing that small space, with its lawns and trees, and especially the large lobby where we all used to gather. You would think that the new bodacious building would have a magnificent lobby, but you would be wrong. All commons areas are small and on the floors.

Even though I only spent eight of my nineteen summers in Hopper, it still looms large in my memories. I guess that’s because it was the longest single stretch of summers, and the most recent. It might also be because I’ve formed some of my most enduring friendships in it, had some of the most entertaining times, photocopied some of the most interesting tattoos. I’ve celebrated people’s triumphs there and comforted them through some of their worst times. Nasty though it was, it was a kind of home.

It’s gone now, though.

In other news, we are also losing Georgia hall this summer: they’re replacing it with a six-story version, and with it we’ll lose the actual Langdale Circle. There will be effectively no vehicle access to the campus. So, you might ask, how the hell are we going to manage load-in? VSU is eagerly awaiting our solution, because they have no idea how they’re going to manage it either.

The kids, by the way, are going to be in Langdale and Patterson, the dorm next to Brown facing Patterson Street. I knew you were wondering.

In other, other news, the Old Gym will be closed down three weeks into the program, and work will begin on the massive new University Union. No, I don’t know where theatre is going to go.

So, lots to see and do in Valdosta this trip.

On the way home, there were several moments when I wished I had my camera with me. One was an interesting column, of all things, on an old corner bank building. On the corner entrance, there was a single columned portico, and the column was an oddly rusticated design: about a dozen roughly shaped blocks of marble or granite, simply stacked up. It was actually striking, and I couldn’t figure out the artistic impulse that would have placed it on this building in the middle of nowhere. (Probably the same impulse that has the aggressively nouveau/deco building plopped down in Adel.)

Another moment that I really wished I had a camera came in Lenox, Georgia. (I was traveling up Hwy 41 to avoid the traffic on I-75, as is my wont.) Imagine a small sandwich shoppe (and I do mean shoppe) across from the Coastal Plains RESA. It has rainbow umbrellas on its sidewalk tables, and the words on the building describing the fare are in colorful letters. Hmm, one is thinking to oneself, and then one sees the name of the shoppe: Sub Conscious.

Mercy.

This post is long enough. I’ll talk about the symphony some other time.

88 days

A brief update. I played around with the orchestral sounds to see if anything made a difference in the strings’ response to dynamics, but to no avail.

Here’s what I worked on tonight. Don’t take it as final, because it’s just blocked out, and it sounds that way. It’s the new bit from yesterday, but orchestrated. Herewith the mp3.

89 days: a little progress

We have guests this week, so my time is not very concentrated on the symphony, which is very worrisome actually.

But tonight I was able to get in a couple of hours of work, and I think I got the minor agitato section mapped out. I’ve been very bold with the harmonies, which means that the more I listen to them the more I’ll try to smooth them out. I’m going to try to guard against that. Here’s the mp3, the new bits unorchestrated.

I also did some fiddling with some orchestration here and there, but probably nothing you’d notice.

There are real issues with the instruments not following the dynamics. I have almost given up trying to figure it out. There’s one more idea I might try involving the master mixer; perhaps I’ve set it too low for the instruments to play a real forte, so it maxes out at mezzo forte or something. But I’m betting that’s not it.

91 days: no progress

After a late night last night at the Venetian Ball, a fundraiser for the Centre and a whole lot of fun, I was in no shape to work seriously on the symphony, despite not having touched it in days.

This afternoon I opened it up and toyed with the harmonies in the Grandiose Bit. I’d been thinking that the three repetitions of the two-measure phrase was just a bit too repetitious, so I played with changing the middle repetition a bit.

It didn’t really work, but that was because I’ve had my laptop in the living room all weekend instead of upstairs, where I can actually figure these things out on the keyboard. Changing one chord was such a mess that I decided against playing with it any further and reverted to the original. Maybe tomorrow or Tuesday I’ll try again.

Later in the evening I worked on the Lichtenbergian website, adding the seal to the header, and the author to each post. That actually took a while, because CSS/PHP is cranky. But now we know who wrote each post, at least.

I have been most impressed with my fellow Lichtenbergians’ mock exposés of themselves. Varying degrees of outrage and satire abound. I am actually keenly awaiting the exposés of some members who are in reality the more outrageous of us all: Matthew, Mike, Craig and Jobie. If they don’t post by the middle of the week, perhaps the rest of us can write one for them.

94 days: Impossible people

From today’s Writer’s Almanac email:

One day in January of 1965, the complete first chapter of One Hundred Years of Solitude came to him suddenly while he was driving his car from Mexico City to Acapulco. He came home that night and told his wife not to bother him and locked himself in a room for eight to 10 hours a day for the next 18 months and wrote the novel. The original manuscript was 1,200 pages long, and García Márquez pawned their heater and his wife’s hair dryer to pay for the postage to send the novel out to publishers.

Damn. Just damn.

95 days: Busy, busy

A preview of what I have on my plate tonight:

  • cooking supper
  • paying bills, planning my finances for the next few months
  • putting together a video of our hearing-impaired students saying the Pledge of Allegiance for Friday morning’s announcements, complete with closed-captioning for those who are not hearing-impaired
  • my exposé of me for over at lichtenbergian.org
  • a job description of the GHP media position, plus communicating with our three applicants, which I should have done over the weekend
  • laying out the program for this weekend’s concert of Fauré’s Requiem, if I get the rest of the info from Bizarth
  • writing letters of reference for some GHP instructors
  • perhaps some work on the symphony

I’ll have updated results later.

later: I got the first three done. Cras melior est.

Day 96: IV. Lento, getting there

I think it’s getting more and more solid. And I think you’re going to be very surprised at the progress I’ve made.

Here’s the mp3, starting as the Lento section winds down, into the Rachmaninov Ripoff™ theme, the Obligatory Repeat, some really nice variations of the RR™ theme, and then into the agitato variations which you’ve heard before. Still petering out after the segue back into the minor agitato.

Ginny says she thinks the approach to the minor agitato is weak, and she may be right. Since that’s my next target, I’ll be listening very carefully to it.