Painting, 11/10/09

I don’t know what possessed me, but I actually used my free time tonight to work.

You may remember Field IV, begun during the Lichtenbergian Annual Retreat. Here it is after a little work on it tonight.

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The differences are small but significant. I’m still very not happy with it, but I’m discovering some things that I think will lead to success. Notice in particular that some of the blobs are now connected umbilically. I don’t know what that’s about.

Also, and it’s clearer in the larger image, the white seems to be losing in the battle to erase the color. It’s not as assertive as it covers the blobs.

New music, 10/28/09

I actually sat down and wrote a new piece of music last night. It’s a surprise for someone who would never read this blog, and its performance is far from assured, so I’m not going to post the actual score here.

I will link to the mp3, however.

It’s not done. I am going in tonight and kicking the last verse up half a step, that kind of hokeyness is part of what the piece is about, and then adding a semi-elaborate coda.

If it is scheduled for performance, I’ll let you know.

UPDATE, 9:09 PM: The mp3 is now the finished, cleaned-up version.

Revised The Movie Star

A couple of posts ago I invented a new drink, which Marc cleverly named “The Movie Star.” (It involves Canton Ginger Liqueur… Ginger, get it? I didn’t. He had to explain it to me. Doh!)

Tonight I revised the recipe:

  • 1 part Canton ginger liqueur
  • 1 part grapefruit vodka
  • 1 part lime juice
  • 1/2 part pineapple juice

Besides denominating the vodka specifically, I tripled the amount of fruit juice, so right away it’s healthier. Score!

Painting, 10/24/09

I’ll be updating this as the day goes by.

Here’s my first stopping point on Field IV:

Field IV @ 11:45

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I continue to explore the idea of “erasure,” the fields of color on the bottom and top, the hieroglyphic figures (this time more “scribbly” and in color), all crowded out by the mass of white. There’s a big glowy spot in this one, too.

It’s clearly not done. I’m not even sure it’s started. It’s a couple of ideas I’ve been wanting to try, mostly in response to a commission from Seth Langer. Seth, if you’re reading this, this may be your painting, finally. Eventually.

More later…

Painting, 10/23/09

I am in the mountains at the Lichtenbergian First Annual Retreat, the purpose of which is to produce crap all weekend, i.e., to produce as much art as we can without worrying about its quality.

So far, I have certainly done that, with 20 charcoal action sketches of varying quality, a couple of self-portraits with some interesting bit about them, two paintings purporting to be portraits which really suck, and now another in my Field series:

I’ve set up the next one but will work on it later tonight. This next one will explore some visuals that I worked on back in August out in the labyrinth.

Portrait, 9/21/09

From the same photo as the last one, but partial, and enlarged. I’m still not bold enough to start “coloring” in the entire surface.

In other news, I opened an “abortive” second movement to the string/bassoon piece and was revulsed by what I heard. I cannot seem to get my brain to turn the music back on.

Portrait, 9/19/09

This is better, but I’m still not getting the proportions right. My face is taller than this. I measured it while drawing it, but it still comes out too short.

Also, I need to be moving into tonal issues, filling the paper with graphite rather than drawing lines on a white surface.

Listening

I’ve set the Havergal Brian aside for the moment, he’s just not doing it for me, and pulled out another CD from my shopping bag in the van. This one is Lamentate by Arvo Pärt. It is for piano and small orchestra, not exactly a concerto, but a suite of pieces that feature the piano as the “one” with which we identify.

I like it a lot, so went to load it into iTunes, then found out I already had. Clearly I have never paid attention to it.

It was written in response to Anish Kapoor’s gigantic sculpture Marsyas and in fact had its premiere there in the Tate Gallery’s Turbine Hall. I returned to that fact after listening to the piece twice and it makes an interesting difference in hearing it.

The music is very beautiful: stark, powerful, tender, and very sad. Pärt says that, inspired by the staggering vastness of the Kapoor piece, it is a lament for the living, who have to deal with the issues of death and suffering, who have to struggle with the pain and hopelessness of this world.

The large movements, like the first two, marked Minacciando and Spietato (“threatening” and “pitiless”) are awesome, but it is the slow movements that tear at your heart. The fourth, Pregando (“praying”), is a lovely meditation, while the ninth, Lamentabile, is Pärt at his breath-holding best. Using a modal scale, the piano and oboe trade a plaintive lament against a steady ppp ostinato. The upper keys of the piano give out frightened little bird cries while the lower strings sigh and dissolve, all in the enormous echoing cavern of the exhibit hall. I can only imagine what it would be like to sit beneath that gargantuan sculpture and hear this music.

This is music I want to write.